Here contains glimpses of my life (especially Jack, the 8 year old) and obsession with UNC Tarheel basketball!



Friday, July 02, 2010



















Great smile, not enough light!


















Perfect light, no smile.  It's a serious, serious look...the look of deep thought..."How will I convince Dad to buy me a horse?"













Sometimes, fatigue takes over before Mom finishes her lunch!













A Blow Up Ramsey at the annual Tarheel BBQ...I'm brainwashing him already...after I tell him, "Night,Night & Sweet Dreams", I say, "You hate Dook!"...sending subliminal messages!

Freedom is Never Free

Last month, my Mom & I visited Washington, DC together.  It was such a GREAT time (even the conference that I had to go to)...we are easy traveling buddies.  We learned how to take the metro together and she "forced" me to walk for over 4 hours in 90 degree heat.  DC is such an incredible place...so patriotic, such inspired history...

It's important to pay tribute to the sacrifices of our forefathers...& it seems to me, each generation has it's own new set of issues & sacrifices to make.  What vision it took for Thomas Jefferson & Abraham Lincoln!  Despite our differences, we Americans, can proudly agree, the United States of American is a great place to live in freedom!  And freedom is never free.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Beautiful Boy

Jack Christopher Myers
Age 2 1/2
Bellevue Enatai Toddler Class
Stats:  34 lbs & 37 1/2 inches tall
Nicknames:  Jackie Chan
Action Jackson
Jackie Chen Cu-Cu Crum

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

Doctor Jack

       "Doctor" Jack & his "stet a scope"


If you know me, you know that I promote positive role models in nursing.  So forgive me for labeling this post "Doctor Jack".  See, we have this new favorite book...Doctor Ted.  Doctor Ted is a bear who pretends he is a doctor and this is where Jack got the idea to call himself  Dr. Jack.  There are so many truths in the story & when I'm reading it, I always laugh!

He has been interested in my stethoscope since I started listening to his lungs when he was sick...I would listen to see if he was wheezing, so we could give him a breathing treatment. 

Now, I'll try to use this interest to work on our counting above 10!

Monday, May 31, 2010

Mother & Son

A Mother's Love:
  1. Unconditional
  2. Unwavering
  3. Underestimated
  4. Unchanged
  5. Unbelieveable
  6. Unbreakable
  7. Undeniable
  8. Undisrupted
  9. Understanding
  10. Unquestionable
Ok, Ok, Ok...I did look in Webster's thesaurus for the last three.  Life is good.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Preschool Train to Snolqualmie Falls


The Snolqualmie Train Museum had a preschool train ride (on a semi-retired train) and Jack invited his friend Carson the great!  The boys had fun together, especially on the train ride.  We took one of the almost empty cars.  It was a grand view of the falls from above.  Sorry, I didn't get an outside pic of the train...it wasn't my priority while keeping 2 toddlers from getting muddy or running into the street.

Friday, May 07, 2010

We Are A Sum of Our Experiences

Jack loves strawberries with CHOCOLATE!

So, it's Mother's Day week...the culmination of every infertile's* worst nightmare...everyone is celebrating what you long for...being a mother.  This is my 3rd happy Mother's day...but it hasn't erased the pain of the previous 10 ones.  Of course, I'm very thankful for my own wonderful Mother and always tried to shift the focus there.  But, the lump in my throat, would build and build, until I had trouble breathing or swallowing.  Then, a caring & genuinely concerned person would ask me how I was feeling, and the pain would rise up, until it spilled out of my eyes as tears.

The scars will always be in my heart for all that was lost, especially our other 3 babies (pregnancy losses).  And there are the years of parenting joy that I can never get back.  Luckily, my story didn't end there. 

Enter:  JACK

Just like before, when the going got tough...to help my psyche, I would tell myself...SELF...just put one foot in front of the other.  Other positive self-talk included..."it is what it is"...from Alayne and "this too shall pass"..from April.  Prayer helped, sometimes my prayers and sometimes the prayers from others.  Lesson learned:  you have to get rid of the blame/anger before you can open your heart to God.

So now, in my most frustrating & fatiguing parenting moment...guess what I tell myself?  Put one foot in front of the other, it is what it is, & this too shall pass.  As time passes, the edges of the pain has softened and it's not a constant thought anymore.  Jack is a joyous diversion of my time & energy.  I'm actually thankful now for that pain & loss...it helped mold me into the person that I am today.  All of our experiences do that. 

So if you know or care about an infertile*on this Mother's Day..you might want to avoid the topic all together or give a hug or create a distraction for them.  They will appreciate it!

*my word and not meant to be derogatory...if you have called yourself a name in the past, you can politically correctly call others that word...even redneck!


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Cowboy Jack

Jack loves horses & you'll notice the "seat belt" on this saddle that makes it safe for a 2 yr old to be on a horse.  We went to the Puyallup Spring Fair and when he saw the "pony" tent...he ran over and started waiting in the long, long line.  No grumbling or complaining.  He was so excited!  He's not smiling too big in the picture, b/c he was trying to figure out why Max had stopped.  He talked about his horsey ride for the rest of the day!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Happy Times

Hugging his new rabbit stuffed animal...which was a gift from Grandma.  Rabbit has 2 buck teeth (not seen in this photo), so when I first saw it, I thought it was a beaver...I'm still learning.

Yes, it's hard to keep a 2 yr old from moving...our one cool sweater vest...on our way to church.  I'm thinking he needs his first bow tie...what do you think?

Sometimes, it feels like these days will last forever.  I know they are fleeting...my boy still lets me hold him and kiss him like this.  Life is good until my back gets sore from holding a 32 lb baby!

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Random Musings, Tarheel & other

Jack doesn't look too happy here...that's b/c you can't explain...WAIT to a toddler.  It was hard to have him wait until the starting bell rings to run out & pick up all the eggs that are spread out over the nearby grass.  I'm looking a little rough...but remember, I was just off from my 25 hour shift!

Tucker isn't too happy here either.  He knows there is no salami prize for cooperating for the picture.  Plus, he is thinking..your wig, is so...LAST YEAR!~
Yes, we lost...the NIT championship..you know the tournament that decides the 65th best team...(I call it the red-headed step child tournament)...

Well according to Jay Williams, current ESPN analyist, UNC could be National Champions again next year...Ok, OK, I try to convince myself...is this guy NUTS?  Summary:  We have the best recruiting class in the country..we are getting 3 of the top 5 players in the country.  OK, I'll settle down and enjoy my boys of summer.  But you can bet, I'll be waiting, every patiently, for November to come around, so I can see my Tarheels in action again.

Monday, April 05, 2010

Easter Time 2010

Jack riding the blue dragon on the carousel.
Getting ready for the NIT Championship game...UNC lost but we couldn't have been prouder to be over .500 winning % this year!  Jack knows that we can scream inside, only while watching the Tarheels!
Cold, wet, & fun Easter egg hunt.
Easter Basketball Basket...this is the 3rd year in a row...we have the same basket...but the contents have changed.  The Easter bunny left Jack some "magic" Dora markers (only writes on the "magic" paper); a wind up, hopping bunny; chocolate eggs & eggs filled with M&Ms, Peeps, & 2 stuffed animals from the Easter Bunny's Grandma! 

Question?  Name the animals in the picture.  No, the one on the right isn't a beaver (what I thought, it's a rabbit with buck teeth:)

Ok, give me chocolate!

Thursday, April 01, 2010

2010 Easter Jack

Yes, Jack's head is in front of the Easter bunny's face...this wasn't the brightest Easter bunny on the block!  I guess all bunnies aren't made alike...but at least he sat there & smiled for the camera...my cutie pie! 

Heels to Play in NIT Championship

Sorry to all my followers for so long without a post...life has been happening and the old reliable D40 is just back from a month long stay at the repair shop. 

My obsession with all things Tarheel basketball has gone from taking 2 tums before each game & banging my head against the wall to a sneaky little smirky smile...b/c my boys are playing basketball in April again!  Albeit, in the "red headed step child" tournament...you know, the one no one wants to be in after being 09 National Champions!

Forget the size of the stage. The Heels finally seem to have the hang of this winning thing. Instead of sitting home and licking their wounds, they have redeemed what Williams called "the kind of year we never imagined."

So today, at 4pm PST on ESPN, Roy's boys will be fighting again, hopefully with some luck thrown in there...& Tarheel88 & Jack will be perched in front of the TV...screaming & cheering on their team!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Officer Spud

Officer Spud, always smiling
Yes, Jack received a Mr. Potato head for Christmas...my, haven't they come a long, long way (since the 70's).  Now, there are so many PARTS!  I remember one or two sets of eyes/ears & only one pair of black glasses.  Yes, you do get to live through your child...I loved putting it together!  Jack liked it too, but even though the box said, "2 years & up"...it was frustrating him to try to put the pieces in the small, little holes.  So after our fun, I put it away to try again in a few months. 

There is a problem when there are so many ACCESSORIES...he doesn't have a waist!  So his belt, has to attach under his ears!  He doesn't have a chest...so he has to hold his badge...#1 Spud!

We are in a very fun stage right now...language explosion!  Jack does have a sweet, cooperative disposition (an easy temperment, I learned) but we still have plenty of "no" & "I not ...go night, night" or whatever else he doesn't want to do.  I give him his 2 choices, both of which I can live with, and we go from there.  Yes, we are his playmates..."Wanta play...trains?"...."Wanta build a house?"....We (or should I say, I) sing the ABCs alot and sometimes when he's playing for a few minutes alone, I'll hear part of the song...& he's pretty good too (since I can't carry a tune in a bucket)!  The funniest thing that he says is "I've got to go potty."...he doesn't go potty yet though.  I help him sit on the potty sometimes when he says it, but actually, he just wants to flush & wash his hands (aka play in the water)...oh well. 

Thursday, February 11, 2010

The Love of Trains

Jack can put his train track together.
He attaches the cars together--with a 2 yr old's understanding of magnets!
Then the wonderful part of pushing the train.
Taking a break to climb up into the window!

Saturday, February 06, 2010

Jack the Talker

Jack is talking...in fact, we compete against each other for "most talkative"...I let him win!  I see some bad conduct grades in his future...like Mother, like son.
Jack likes to roll over but hasn't done a complete roll on his own.  We might have a future gymnist!  Look at those straight legs!  We just have to work on the hands & a smile for the camera.
Jack put on his new "snow" hat for fun...he looks like my little Russian boy & I called him Boris!

As you can see, we are having lots of fun but we are super busy...sorry for not posting more often. 

Thursday, January 21, 2010

First Fake Smile


Big Boy Jack jumps down from his newly converted "toddler" bed

Jack loves bubbles and we're working on getting him to relax when he floats on his back.

This is the first fake smile that Jack has ever done!  He wanted the camera, but I said that he had to smile & let me take his picture first.  Like most days, I get more than I bargain for!


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Jack is 2 Party


Rainbow & Teresa

Jack squeezing Rainbow's nose

Jack & friends..Sean, Carson, & Talon

We had a small party for Jack when my Mom (Rainbow) was visiting during the holidays.  She was a hit! 

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Christmas Joy

3 generations of LOVE
       Nannie & Jack reading

Friday, January 01, 2010

Jack & the Big Red Dog




Happy Holidaze 2009

Another wonderful year had passed quickly for the little boy, the little girl, 2 year old Jack, and the big red dog on their little farm in the Pacific Northwest. They were getting a little older & a little slower, but taking care of wild man Jack helped keep everyone moving, at least at his lightening speed. On some days, the big red dog heard the word “no” coming from the little girl many, many times. Jack could be heard returning his demonstrative response, “NO”, even louder. The little boy, trying to lead by example, always remained the calm & quiet one. The big red dog was secretly jealous because Jack was talking in sentences. He so wished he could talk back instead of just wagging his tail or letting out the occasional yelp. But overall, the big red dog thought of all the great times they had together…there were many more blessings than challenges and enough toddler drama to keep things interesting.

The big red dog and Jack enjoyed playing ball together and chasing each other around. “I am actually starting to like my little brother now that I know he is here to stay”, thought the big red dog. The little boy had pep talks with the big red dog about the new hierarchy in the house. “We’re not alpha anymore”, the little boy explained, “Jack is #1.” This puzzled the big red dog, because the little girl was always telling him that the Tarheels were #1! When the big red dog had had enough of Jack’s antics, he would retreat to the big bed, curl up, and take a nap. The big red dog loved his naps, especially when he was between the little girl and the little boy. They all needed their rest and naptime was their favorite. After lunch, where Jack usually threw down a treat or two, there would still be rocking and reading in the nursery, and Jack would take a nap in his crib while Tucker took his nap in the big bed. After rest time, everyone was happy again and there was more fun to be had.

Jack was a curious and verbal little boy who loved having fun. “I wonder where he gets that from?” smirked the little girl. His favorite activities included going on a bear hunt & looking for a bear cave, having books read to him, swimming lessons, watching Dora & Diego, and drinking chocolate milk. He had just turned 2 years old on 12/3/09 and now weighed 31.5 lbs. Some not so favorite things included haircuts, broccoli, staying in his crib, and keeping his shoes/socks on his feet. He was a big boy now and brushed his own teeth and picked out his own books, all by himself. His favorites included all of Dr. Seuss, Going on a Bear Hunt, Good Night Gorilla, & The Big Red Barn.

The little boy and the little girl drank hot tea after Jack was sleeping and reviewed their year. The little boy still helped protect good people from the bad ones and would soon be doing it by bicycle. The little girl still helped very small babies get better and was obsessed with her 2009 National Champion Tarheels. Their days were filled with their dream come true, their little son Jack, who wasn’t so little anymore. But he would always be their baby! “But I thought I was their baby,” sighed the big red dog, as he waited patiently for his salami treat. “You will always be our four-legged baby, Tucker,” they told him. Our hearts are big enough for both a four & a two-legged son!

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to you & your family!

Tucker is our 6 year old Rhodesian Ridgeback dog (aka the big red dog).

#9 Tarheels

I know it's been awhile since you've read about my Tarheel enthusiasm ramblings...well the Tarheels are both talented and inexperienced and show both brilliance and stupidity in every game!  One moment, I 'm jumping for joy and the next, I'm throwing a pillow at the TV.  They are 11-3, with losses to Syracuse, Kentucky, & Texas (all ranked higher at the time of the loss).  Soon, the true test begins...ACC Conference play...my schedule is planned, the DVR is set, and Chris & Jack have been briefed about their role....to leave Mama alone during the games!  Tarheel88's prediction from the beginning of the year...we will make it to the Sweet 16 in 2010.  Pretty good when 75% of last year's scoring is playing in the NBA!  But remember...

We are forever 2009 National Champions!